School already started since last week, yet I still find myself hard to get used to this tough life again. During each session, I can not concentrate well on what the lecturer is talking about. It seems like my feeling is flying to somewhere else I don't know. I can not stand reading book for even only 30 minutes. It seems like I want to do something else but not school stuff. Where did my inspiration go? Many works are waiting for me to do, but I still ignore them. Am I still dreaming? I need to do something else to kick myself out of this situation. I don't want to see a bad result. Hope I can find all my challenges back.