Tooth paste VS. Facial Foam

Is it difficult for you to identify tooth paste and facial foam? I think not. But to me, it is a little difficult to identify those two things whenever I do not wear my glasses. This really happened to me, especially this late evening. Without wearing my glasses, as usual, I went to bathroom just to find my facial foam to clean my face. Then something funny happened. In stead of picking up the facial foam, I accidentally and wrongly picked the tooth paste and applied it on my face. Yikes...I felt something cold on my face and then I realized that it was not the facial foam. Luckily, no one was there. Guess I should not take my glasses off even though I go to take a shower. This time, it is just a tooth paste, not sure what will be next time. Lolzzz...

Wake Up

I’ve been thinking of writing this short text hoping that I will be able to bring myself back. I admitted that I’ve emotionally overreacted lately. Influenced by a part of my stressful studies and that of my bad personality, I’ve behaved like a psycho.

I’ve never thought that I pushed myself this far. Also, I’ve made a few people around me upset and feel unease with me. I still can’t cut down the habit of involving other people in when I am not in a good mood. I knew that everything I’ve done is not good but still I let it happen as the way it shouldn’t have. I’ve been promising myself that I will change, yet I cannot. I repeat the same mistake over and over. I let my emotion control myself rather than control it. I hardly can control my feeling since it’s easily attacked and very fragile. Honestly, I’m kind of losing my attention and I cannot calm myself down when I run into any trouble, even the small one.

Sometimes, it seems like my mind is having a hot volcano in it. I have no strong will to stop it but let it go. I’m really weak and always think negatively. I knew that nothing bad happened, but still I wasted my time thinking about it. I'm even afraid without any clear reason. Don’t dare to think that these are some causes in mental illness though they really are.

Happily, I finally figured out that everything caused from me. I’m the only one who brought everything up. I wasted my time worrying about things I should not have. Thanks to one of my professors for giving me such a good advice that completely woke me up from a dream. I need to step back and think about what I’ve done so far. Besides, I need to let my mind and my brain rest. Hope that everything will become normal as it used to be. Cheers ^-^

Poi Pet border 2010

It has been 5 years already that I haven't visit Poi Pet. And finally, I went there again. Overall, it didn't look really different from my last visit in 2005 despite the fact that there are several new buildings. Here are some shots of Poi Pet during Phjum Ben day.

I'm kinda lose it

School already started since last week, yet I still find myself hard to get used to this tough life again. During each session, I can not concentrate well on what the lecturer is talking about. It seems like my feeling is flying to somewhere else I don't know. I can not stand reading book for even only 30 minutes. It seems like I want to do something else but not school stuff. Where did my inspiration go? Many works are waiting for me to do, but I still ignore them. Am I still dreaming? I need to do something else to kick myself out of this situation. I don't want to see a bad result. Hope I can find all my challenges back.

I'm back

Wow! It's been long enough that I haven't touched my blog. Today, I'm quite exited to be back, yet I still have nothing to say or to write about. Just let you guys know that I will never give up this blog. Hope I will find something new to share with you as soon as possible:D. Miss y'all so much^-^