Tooth paste VS. Facial Foam

Is it difficult for you to identify tooth paste and facial foam? I think not. But to me, it is a little difficult to identify those two things whenever I do not wear my glasses. This really happened to me, especially this late evening. Without wearing my glasses, as usual, I went to bathroom just to find my facial foam to clean my face. Then something funny happened. In stead of picking up the facial foam, I accidentally and wrongly picked the tooth paste and applied it on my face. Yikes...I felt something cold on my face and then I realized that it was not the facial foam. Luckily, no one was there. Guess I should not take my glasses off even though I go to take a shower. This time, it is just a tooth paste, not sure what will be next time. Lolzzz...

Wake Up

I’ve been thinking of writing this short text hoping that I will be able to bring myself back. I admitted that I’ve emotionally overreacted lately. Influenced by a part of my stressful studies and that of my bad personality, I’ve behaved like a psycho.

I’ve never thought that I pushed myself this far. Also, I’ve made a few people around me upset and feel unease with me. I still can’t cut down the habit of involving other people in when I am not in a good mood. I knew that everything I’ve done is not good but still I let it happen as the way it shouldn’t have. I’ve been promising myself that I will change, yet I cannot. I repeat the same mistake over and over. I let my emotion control myself rather than control it. I hardly can control my feeling since it’s easily attacked and very fragile. Honestly, I’m kind of losing my attention and I cannot calm myself down when I run into any trouble, even the small one.

Sometimes, it seems like my mind is having a hot volcano in it. I have no strong will to stop it but let it go. I’m really weak and always think negatively. I knew that nothing bad happened, but still I wasted my time thinking about it. I'm even afraid without any clear reason. Don’t dare to think that these are some causes in mental illness though they really are.

Happily, I finally figured out that everything caused from me. I’m the only one who brought everything up. I wasted my time worrying about things I should not have. Thanks to one of my professors for giving me such a good advice that completely woke me up from a dream. I need to step back and think about what I’ve done so far. Besides, I need to let my mind and my brain rest. Hope that everything will become normal as it used to be. Cheers ^-^